Wednesday, October 01, 2008
If you have a pill, that can make u invisible and antidote that make u appear again.....what will you do?Back in 1995, i remember in a classroom located at Tanjong Rhu, this is the question that my english teacher pose to the class. That time i was a mere 13 yr old little boy, that has minimal concept of life.
13 yrs had past in the blink of an eye. Many things have changed, but i am very sure my answer then and now will still remain the same.
I will take the pill and throw away the antidote.
My thinking then was:
No one will understand me, therefore my presence was insignificant.
I was incapable, my results did not excel, i failed as a student.
Thou i know i will be very painful, but i am sure i will get used to the life that is invisible.
13 yrs later, my answer is still the same .
But the rationale behind it was:
My presence around is still insignificant, i feel that i did not lead a life that i ought to live.
A lot of times i can choose to give up, but i did not, simply because i gt my own very target to achieve, and there is a reason for me to be present.
But if the very reason cease to exist, most likely i will MIA.
After so many things had happened, i m very sure of 1 thing now, my heart was dead back in 2005.
Ha, dream n reality are 2 different things afterall. Can think and imagine, but such pills will nvr exist in the first place.
