Monday, September 22, 2008
Some Random Thoughtshmm.....today went blading.......ai lian mentioned that she like bringing a dog out for stroll....
Start to wonder.....alll these 26 yrs....am i leading a life of my own , or i am leading a life that is pre-dictated?
Ha....only 1 person knows the answer.
Also being to wonder....what will happened to someone who has lost his will, his instinct will to carry on?
If someone is on the verge, and there is simply no will to, no reason to, no mood to, no catalyst to, what will happened to him sia? Will he be a living dead man, or dead man living? I dont know the answer as yet.
But there is one thing i am very sure of.
A few questions i have been asking myself all these yrs.
1) Why cant i return to yr 1999 and re-live my life again?
2) WHY must all these things happened to me WHEN i am determined to do something?
3) WHY cant i do the things that all i wanted to do?
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGHARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
This only prove 1 thing to me.....
My existence is in-significant, or is there my existence in the 1st place....haiz
Think i better stop thinking n go to sleep........
ZZZZzzzz....Once u lose yr will, u dont even want to fight a fierce battle with Z-monster. U simply give in....ZZZZzzz...
