Friday, August 01, 2008
The toughest choice of mine....Well.....it has been almost nine mths.
I have been telling myself...there is a cut off pt somewhere.
Some things is life, there is no definate answers. They MIGHT be....BUT there MIGHT NOT be also.
IF i hang on, is there a confirmation ? Hmm,.......i REALLY dont know. In fact, i think .....to hang on when nothing is confirmed, is already not very soon fong's style already,.....more over i tried for so many mths
I personally believe i tried my very best le.....thou it may not seems...haiz.
I hope i can still remain as what we r now. Hopefully things dont change.
And hopefully, i can get over this and reset myself. Maybe all the while, it has been a wishful thinking on my part.
I think it is...haha...cos given the respond i get from her. All these while, i have been telling myself....nvr mind, try harder......things can only get better and not worse. I failed to realise i am sinking deeper. I am not thinking, or behaving in a rationale manner. No one wants to remind me, i think i will not belive them anyway.
Had frog porriage with my lovely niece just now. She too dont believe i am determined to stop lei. Y y y ....she said i said that a lot of times le...hmm...but this time i m serious lei. keke...nvr mind la....a lot of things she dont know...therefore she cant make proper decision.haix......looking forward to long holiday......
